Don't know why, today I'm not in mood, planned to skip class (just one tutorial) and stay home for the day.

Met an old friend in the afternoon as he called me up, he found a Dollar note with my bday on it so he want to give it to me.  The quick meet was not as smooth as I thought, he kept saying things which I don't like to hear, about my relationships and stuff (though I didn't tell him anything).  I don't see him any better than me, and I think people just can't make judgment out of nothing.

I guess when one get older, you have stronger will and confession of your own, it's hard to accept another's advice as you have no ground to believe so, they are just bullshiting and dig your weak point and attack you.

Friends are hard to get.

"Quizás, Quizás, Quizás"

Siempre que te pregunto
Que, cuándo, cómo y dónde
Tú siempre me respondes
Quizás, quizás, quizás

Y así pasan los días
Y yo, desesperando
Y tú, tú contestando
Quizás, quizás, quizás

Estás perdiendo el tiempo
Pensando, pensando
Por lo que más tú quieras
¿Hasta cuándo? ¿Hasta cuándo?

Y así pasan los días
Y yo, desesperando
Y tú, tú contestando
Quizás, quizás, quizás

Estás perdiendo el tiempo
Pensando, pensando
Por lo que más tú quieras
¿Hasta cuándo? ¿Hasta cuándo?

Y así pasan los días
Y yo, desesperando
Y tú, tú contestando
Quizás, quizás, quizás

English translation of original Spanish lyrics:

"Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps"

I am always asking you
When, how and where
You always tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

The days pass this way
And I am despairing
And you, you always answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

You are wasting time
Thinking, thinking
That which you want most
Until when? Until when?

The days pass this way
And I am despairing
And you, you always answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

You are wasting time
Thinking, thinking
That which you want most
Until when? Until when?

The days pass this way
And I am despairing
And you, you always answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

English lyrics:

"Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps"

You won't admit you love me and so
How am I ever to know
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

A million times I ask you and then
I ask you over again
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't want to wind up
Being parted, broken hearted

So if you really love me say, "yes"
But if you don't, dear, confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't want to wind up
Being parted, broken hearted

So if you really love me say, "yes"
But if you don't, dear, confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

It's confused when you can't make up your mind, whether to leave someone or to be with someone, whether to give up the current one and take risk to be with someone else, that's a hard choice.

Let's leave this situation aside.

Respect you.
Listen + respond to your bullshits.
Tell you his schedule.
Make you known to others.
Take you home.
Solvent.
Intellegent.
Shows that he cares about you.
Loves you only.